It's Start With A Write

I have no words left to tell I havo no idea to describe I'm suffering in deep But i'm healing in surface I'm drawning from ocean of leafs I fall down to the bottom of the cliff Run and trying a big light of life I'm looking up Hoping that you would come Send me a rope or a tea Held my hand Trying to rich root of the dead tree Wishing on you can see dancing tree I'm lost but you too I'm lose but you not I look down To break all wish and hope Small rain just created The land turn into soft Choclate turn into black I see my hand pictures So abstract to touch This hole so cold and calm Sound of wind like orchestra I fell the air like i know that storm near by me Looking for hide place Just a bunch of rock I looking up for you Wish you can wave your hand on me Saying that you still care about me Tomorrow maybe my last But tonight hope this is yours Heart broken said "Enough is enough today" Big heart said " Today w

I pass all those things Never look by right or left The street seems like end in front of me But more i go, more i throught the day I know that is street will never end Like my life will never end for this way I make my life from a part of small sands The wind blow it away I lost my hope, lost everything You, my love, my home, my mind I walk away from your world Peoples world, move away As long as my eyes still saw from a part will stay in my way Looking pieces of memory that you left Looking for meet you My feet on underground My head fly with the sky My body burrying in field, large field This is you, you the one i try find But i have nothing, nothing, nothing Palopo, 12 November 2015

Today, i move again, left all i have behind You, them, everyone else I feel every single air slap my face I feel every single daylight on my feet I carry on my life I throw all you have because you are the one I am lost in this way I must find again one day One day or never I will catch you by the river This feel like a big mountain Begging to sleep down I try to think again about us But that's all nothing All those so much time i have with you Just nothing, nothing, and nothing I pass way the street every day Looking for your shadow But nothing, nothing, and nothing You just go away take all i have Like you never met me before Palopo, 12 November 2015

I Felt the ground Laying on under the skin of summer Smell beautiful face of the summer air I always thought that today is the last day I figure out to make something wonderful I close my eyes, holding my breath Stop thinking all the matter The only thin i wanna felt was you Watching all the memory behind Through the cloud that making a beautiful dancing I try to forget you with all those things I make a different way to have you Save you in my mind Save you in my breath I always forget you Like a summer goes away I almost remember you Like i always miss a spring Bring me near to you, let me spend my love with you But i have to wait Like a flower under the snow Palopo, 13 Oktober 2015

Empty room, nothing left, just a note I trying think, where is the reason at this time Changing development of a part day Waiting oneless, Begging for giving, greatful thinking I throw all my face to the wall Whispering as the same time knock at door Clock saound like hammer breaking the table Talking, talking, and talking No matter what benefit of that sentence Just coming out from the lips Truth but hurting Lie but diffucult No lines between two argue person And i'm busy with my brain I trying reflection the sea They told me to stand up and gave explain I trying figure out the green forest They ask me to comment I talk to my self, stop right there The road you wanna go will never end This is the real one , take it, and walking on it Few words cross mind Time of the moment I leave behind, but i move forward by self It's began, from this wall Clock will stop and i can smell the sea I recognize my self far away from this room Can't here t