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The Wall

A Wall... that is concrete element with some kind of stones on it or maybe bricks or another material. You made a wall and you can have your future home for sure.

As a writer (I always thought my self I a writer :D )... for any writers... When we stuck on some material to write... don't have any idea to write... don't have any mood to start to hit the button... we call that we just hit the Wall.

I always hit the wall every time I'm working on something with my script. Is it revised, rewrite, or just reading it back. My mood turn into zero a.k.a I am so lazy to do that... or some how I feel that I can do it.. but in my mind I still think about another script... and for the result.. that's make me confused... which one do I have to finish at first... I hit the wall.

As I said that right now I am working on a script that I wrote about years ago. It is about page 34-40... and I stop... not because I had zero mood... but I don't have much time to finish it...

I am an active worker in this company where I've been work for 8 years now...and the great idea ... I can say my mood hundred percent blowing up when I stay at the office. I can write about ten pages in an hour. But than...I had job to do.. also it makes me feel guilty to do this writing stuff in my office..because I had job to do. That's why  I can't finish this script.

Do you have the same problem with me? Idk...hope you not. because trust me... it will not lead you to any direction that you want.

Home. Why I am not try to doing it at home...I did it.. but it just about three or four pages...not much progress to show. .. It is there.

I've been struggling with this problem for years. Trying to quit job and live as a writer... but it is hard to do...because I am the one that help my dad to made sure that there always food in the table for us to grace everyday. So....yeah....

So, let's get back to the Wall... idk how you guys handle the situation like this...but this is what I will do If I meet my wall...

I will singing 'Wrecking Ball'....kidding....

I will remind my self about the reason why I start to write. What the real goals for my life through the write. And by then I will tell my self that I just hit the wall...and should not down because of it. So...other spirit for my future came up...and with that I create a wrecking ball (sense of bright future) in my head and hit the wall.... Tell to your self that the wall always be there. Another wall to break, another one will create somewhere just wait for you to get there in your own way...just remember your big gun to tears all those walls...is your REASON WHY. Why you choose this way to get your dream future. WHY.

Hit The Wall and welcome to your new life.

And me...yes.. I will hit my wall.. this one.. and other one. I already in this situation once. And I will never let it gets me back to where I started it....

Hit your wall dude.....and keep positive....

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